tough love

things are failing you now.
what you've become is total, utter shit.
It's really sad.
Before, I saw so much potential in you;
you could have done such amazing things;
risen to great heights...
and what have you done?
you've wasted it and ruined something that could have been so beautiful and satisfying b/c you just had to dive too much into hedonism.
You're pathetic
All now that i can do is watch from afar and shake my head.
Before, I used to feel that i was responsible for your failings,
but then i realized, i could only do so much.
I can only nudge you to which path you should have gone,
i'm not the one who actually chooses and walks down it.
It wouldn't have worked if i dragged your ass down the path you should have gone
b/c it would have benefited none.
Besides, I am not you, I am not your parent (even though a parent shouldn't have such a responsibility as well)

You're an utter waste.
Until you realize and change your ways,
you will be one of the most pathetic individuals i have ever met;
to have had so much and thrown it away due to your own damn ignorance and pessimism of yourself.

Congratulations on being your own saboteur,
now start becoming your own savior
instead of waiting for someone or something that will never come.
Help only comes to a person who helps themselves.

Hurtful? good.
Deal with it by getting yourself out of your self-made crap hole
and finally become that person you were suppose to be YEARS ago.